Just stumbeling around like the rest.
When my one year anniversary on Twitch came around, I decided I would dye my hair and beard purple to celebrate. Others had done it before, so I thought, why not me? I had dyed my hair in the past, blond, red, blue, green, it wasn't that big of a deal, but this was the... Continue Reading →
For those who aren't aware. Twitch is a live video streaming platform. Known mostly for it's gaming streams, Twitch also has a section called "Just Chatting" where non gamer and gamer alike go to stream and watch non gaming activities. Eating out, hiking, walking around a city, or maybe just sitting at home "Just Chatting"... Continue Reading →
Let me start off by saying three things. First, I am a big fan of the WordPress software. I've used it literally since day one and it's only gotten better with time. I have run major websites and a few small blogs using it. I've set it up for others. I've got no issues with... Continue Reading →
( I wrote this for those who have little to no experience with therapy to give you a glimpse. This is a true, but abridged account of one of my sessions. ) I walked into therapy and sat down on one of the two small couches in the room. In the center sat a small... Continue Reading →
I have issues. Photo by Inzmam Khan on Pexels.com I come from a very argumentative family. We would yell and argue and debate each other and we weren't always kind about it. Because of this, I learned to argue aggressively and this sometimes can come off as me being a "know it all" or someone... Continue Reading →
Photo by Vera Arsic on Pexels.com When people that I love believe things about me that aren't true, I blame myself for not being able to express myself clearly even though rationally I know that I can't control other peoples perspectives. Still though, I need to learn not to beat myself up so much. I... Continue Reading →
Photo by Jaymantri on Pexels.com When I mentioned that I wanted to back away from Google I spoke about leaving G-mail and moving to ProtonMail. After I wrote it I started to think again about purchasing the upgrade. 2 domain email addresses for $66 a year. I started to think of ways to fund it.... Continue Reading →
Google. Where do I start? My first introduction to google besides the search engine was email. I jumped on when it was in beta and the only way you could join was to be invited. I dove deep into the google infrastructure through the years. G-mail, Google+, YouTube, Google ads, Google Hangouts, Google search, Google... Continue Reading →
I came out of the bedroom this morning and met this little guy in the stairwell... Birds come into the house all of the time. The Condo is on the second story and the patio door is always open to let the cats use the litter box. So every couple of months, a bird will... Continue Reading →
It was all about how last year I worked hard at getting healthier and how there were ups and downs but I'm happy with the results and how I'll keep at it this year, and how live streaming on Twitch has been both a joy and a headache and how I'm looking forward to continuing... Continue Reading →
Lately the conversation in therapy has been centered around guilt, shame, and expectations. Through a series of discussions I've come to realize that most of the frustration and anguish in my life has been from setting unrealistic expectations for myself that I can't live up to. Mostly expectations that no one else really care's about.... Continue Reading →
